- i was looking back today at my journal and realized,i been here like 7 years! i should have way more work than this!
so now i'm gonna be way more active,post way more work.it's actually embarrassingly shameful.it's just that i gave up on myself,which is not good.

-however,i am now inspired.i will challenge myself to post at least one deviation a week,be it a drawing,sketch or some work of fiction.on a good note,i have been working on writings too,original and fanfiction.i am going to be submitting them to my college for a writing contest,so i can't use them.what i will do,is make a set of writings specifically for this site.

-on another note,i got back on my fanfiction too,wrote about six recently.the main one being this star fox fanfiction called 'the breaking game' ,which i may post here.kinda a long running project already with several chapters and almost complete.

- the others on ff.net (i go under the name madame bellatrix).

-on a last note,i am looking to meetup with other deviants whenever possible and possibly collaborate on a work with other people .i would really like to see something come to fruition and i love the idea of working on and completing projects...it's just that everything i ever worked on,people have basically dropped out and moved on with life,but the art/writing thing is my passion and i'm going to get more serious about it.i will, as i said,post more work on here so that people can get a look at what i can do.i feel amateurish,but i think if i can do so much more if i push myself.

love to everyone